Take me away

I cant stand this place anymore. Its just getting filled with more and more memories that I cant stand to remise. I have decided today that I am pretty sure I am joining the military, active duty so I can get away from everything here. My moms boyfriend is back in the picture, fuck! I am so sick of all this endless rotation of drama in this town. I am sick of the facebook updates, being able to see what everyones doing when you don’t wanna know. I wanna get away from this life here. I want a new life, and I truly think the coast guard would give me that. I will suck it all up and face my fears! I get to spend one more week with a guy I met a week ago that I have gotten pretty attached to. I probably will never see him again. Thinking about that truly sucks, it hurts a thousand times over and over again. And I am sure it will sink in even harder when he leaves.